Do you have story like me?

Hello everyone, how are you? I hope you will be alright and everything is fine. Today I want to share my story while I stay here and as a job seeker. I know get a casual job without experience is difficult, but I'm not give up I will try and try again until I got the job. Actually I really want to work as Content Writer but I haven't history as English writer. So I'm uncomfortable to applying similiar job like was. To be a English writer honestly most difficult for me an Indonesian. I'm not have enough vocabulary, grammar, sentence, etc.

To be honest, I went to studied English language here, but I'm not confident to use that language yet. I also have many foreign friends here, I shouldn't have difficulty speaking because I often communicate with them. Do you have any advice for me? Please let me know.

I was overheard if you have never had job history here, you might impossible to get a job. But I'm not sure, because I thought if we have skills (anything skills) we would deserve got job. I absolutely worry because I haven't get job yet. I'm bored actually, I want to hang out but I didn't want to burning my money without monthly sallary, I know my husband absolutely care with me I can buy anything what I want, but I don't want to do it. You know what I mean and you know what I feel?

So what would I do to get money hahaha I'm so desperate but I shouldn't give up.